Things are not so good. :(

I was laid off due to lack of income at my location. I'm not bitter, because the sales thing really wasn't for me. I think I'm too honest. ^_^ It was a good three months though, and the manager would be happy to be a referrence for me.

My biggest concern right now is this fucking ear infection. Losing my hearing would be detrimental to my preferred proffession. (too many double letters?) I'm musically inclined, and I'd like to be an audio technician, making music sound better. Though the walk-in doctor says it shouldn't be a problem, it's been 3 days and my ear feels like it has an ear plug in it. At least I can chew without extreme pain now...

My work on helpful video game stuff is picking up. IGN has now caught wind of my FFX sphere grid, and say I could make an HTML intro for it. We shall see how that goes. As for Dr. Muto, it's been a real pain in the ass, because the game was so well made, It took me longer to just get through the game than I expected. Jak and Daxter only took 2 days to get 100%. Maximo took a week. (that's solid game play) Sly Cooper was almost a challenge, but I haven't played it in a while. Dr. Muto is the best platformer I've set my hands on, so expect that to take some time before my next update.

If traffic picks up on this website, I might have to add more stuff. On the other hand, I'm a lazy bastard. Too bad....

Been a while since I posted anything! Well, I got a job at Radio Shack. It's good, but I've been slacking on the online learning, so i don't get much comission. I've not been playing as many games as I'd like to because I spend more time sleeping now, recovering from the daily crap-fest of dumbass customers. The schedule is not fixed, so it's hard to plan time for any specific activity.

I'm going to see if I can freelance my writing skill by writing walkthroughs for games. I'm working on Dr. Muto, mainly because there were no other FAQs around. It's a wacky fun game, but it's causing me grief from lack of assistance. ah well, c'est la vie.

*sigh* still screwed. did I mention I got FFX despite the confiscation? yeah, my parents aren't good at hiding/confiscating.

Mom found GeekMaids in a magazine, said it was a cool idea. I said "sweet" but now I need to convince my sister's freelance computer geek boyfriend to help me with preparation. and the JobConnect people are catching on to my slothness.

If I ever did anything for Haloween again, it'd probably involve rollerblades, a reaper costume, and haunting other trick-or-treaters. of course, this would require careful planning and preparation as well. first, I need custom fitted blades for my big-ass feet, strong enough to keep my big ass off the ground. second, I'd need a black robe that goes just a bit over the blades, though not enough to risk my own safety. third, I'd need to learn to skate without ruining either the costume or myself, let alone the haunt. fourth, I need something for the face and hands to make them more reaper-esque. I once had some skelly gloves, but they were horribly undersized. Lastly, and most importantly, a reaper cannot reap without a SCYTHE! of course, I would not go so far as to use a real one, but it'd have to look creepy enough to make the kiddies pee their costumes.

oh well

yeah, I'm totally screwed. through no fault other than my own. and that really bites. I suppose I shouldn't skip my prozac so much. *sigh*... my computer and PS2 are confiscated. 100% suck. TV is suck. food is suck. sleep is the only freedom I have. well... as a bum anyway. I'm so lucky to have parents that still care. but they still suck too. suck+suck=suck. ergo, I suck. *sigh*...

definitely need that prozac.

eh, robotics didn't work out. seeking employment. need to watch out for the large male that's been hanging on by back though...

eh, the disaster is averted, but I still need to keep my ass in gear to prevent the burning of the self by the teachers and the parents. oy.

Return to Castle Wolfenstein is fun. even though I cheat my way through it. strange thing, when I have it on lowest quality, there are parts where it still frame skips, and it is not affected on higher quality settings. bah. very fun game.

I am sooo screwed. missed a week of school, including a couple of tests, and my excuse is not legitimate. well, I haven't consulted a doctor about my sleeping troubles, but I fear it's psychological, and I don't have time to deal with that crap. my medication only keeps me from getting pissed off, and even then it's mainly to get off my dad's back. aaaaagh.... *brain imploding*

you all know what a trebuchet is, right? can you imagine someone who has too much time and money, and gets the idea for building one? I saw some of that on TV. now he's got the idea of building one something like 10 stories high out of steel. yeeeheheheheee. I wanna see some of that shit.